Thursday 8 September 2016

Fictitious Facts I 'Cultivation of a Murderer'. continued .CH28


Chapter 28
The Funeral

Weepy’s funeral was officiated by a funeral director, and the service and eulogy conducted by a lot older Father Punty who was dressed in his much used chasuble and face haggard. The turnout was small. It was only the few who lived in the local neighbourhood who bothered to show, and even fewer genuflected in respect at the appropriate time; most were in accordance with his passing without lugubrious smite, and those who knew the family really thought it a customary foofaraw and wished for the same for Sterge; death. Doris was one individual who had great affection for Weepy and saw all things good in him. She was full of sorrow and very distraught following his departure from the world of the living. Don did feel a slight sympathy for Mrs Rob because this was the second son she lost, but it was miniscule, not nearly enough to affect the imperturbability of his newly found talent. For him there was no sentiment for Weepy or the unwitting three, and when he spoke to them about Weepy’s demise it was in a manner construing sheer equivocation so as to disguise any unfeigned comments.
Mrs Rob was worn from the number of infirmities a harsh life dealt to date, and shaped an unhealthy looking soul. She was incapable of fully grasping the reality of her recent loss, and maybe never recovered from the loss of her youngest son all those years ago. She never once pointed the blame to anyone, and even may have chosen to ignore any knowledge referring to Sterge’s involvement. In recent events, she had no way of knowing the part her sons played in the terrible slaughter of Kolora, if she did she would have probably wished them dead as Don did, and like everyone, she had no idea her oldest son was to eventually meet his maker by the faring of Don’s misplaced philosophy; which was to requite the evil performed with a gift of goodness to society by serving the death penalty on people accountability for such evil. Don was no genius and well acquainted with his fallibilities. He was by no means repugnant, curt or crud, and underneath a deceptive clumsiness displayed gentlemanlike behaviours, but he became a hard, mean, miscreant against those guilty and would prove to be a force to be reckoned with. So far his misconduct was above any form of suspect, and once again in the past week prior to the funeral he worked hard on his personal virtues involving health and life style, all the time imparting to those around him an air of belief for his grief over Weepy’s decease.
The reverential gathering following the burial service was held within the community hall not far from Wirrageen. Don mingled in a pretentious manner, but not over the top, he did so purposely to try and impress his next victims. Near the end of the mourning period, when most were pie-eyed, he took Sam to one side and formed an alliance in interest by talking of their cheerful past camaraderie and associations with Weepy. For a while Sam’s unguarded state and agreeable personality showed signs of weakness, he seemed as though he wanted to relieve himself from the burden of silence for his part in Kolora’s demise, but the obtrusive and vigilant staring from across the room by Sterge ensued Sam’s obedience. Don began to rethink his decision to plot revenge against Sam and asked himself: ‘How could someone like Sam, whom at times presented with such innocence, do such a thing.’ But the mental picture he retained of her grisly murder and the spiteful molestation Sam and the others performed soon had him reconsider his rethink, and his sense of premonitions for duty remained very much intact.
Don was not well educated, but improving dramatically from self-educational undertakings, and there was one thing he was well schooled in from experience; his old mate’s likes and dislikes. While sharing a confidential moment alone in a bleak ordeal with Sam he utilized and mastered mere rhetoric;
       “How would you like to get together with me sometime over the next few weeks and go fishing?” This was Sam’s favourite pastime. Don knew of his addiction to fishing and did not ask this particular diversion for the sake of asking, or just for somewhere to go, his creative imagination already partly schemed to graft together the elements of another sordid deathly campaign. Sam inwardly agreed to Don’s proposition, before forcing a short whispered reply;
       “Yeah. I’ll be in that.” Sterge was watching their every move. Good alignment of Don’s body between Sam and Sterge ensured Sterge’s surmises about the conversation, or his lip-reading attempts, were obnubilated by the conveniently placed obstruction of his back. Sam was hesitant after a second thought, then in favour again, and a time and a meeting place was set for what would be Sam’s final breath.
During the weeks leading up to the fishing trip Don devised a mischievous and hideous plan of unrelenting determination in which he was irrevocably determined to make certain it would not be as extemporaneous as was his first killing, but with a lot more forethought. This time he wanted to be primed, and remove any detrimental trend through better preparation and skilful disambiguation of effects and consequences. The first order to launch his assault was the essentiality to collect and keep alive ‘Funnel Web’ spiders; they were to be a vital part of the lethal composition for overall conceptualization of his idea. Fortunately, owing to the handling of them over the years and being specimens in frequent scientific schoolwork studies, he became knowledgeable in their habits and their automatic pattern of behaviour in reaction to specific situations, so trapping and preserving them was not a problem for Don. Recalling information from his childhood pertaining to the area in which the ‘collier’s’ would make and sell charcoal was the exact vicinity where he would go to collect his Atrax robustus. This region was teeming with ‘Funnel Web’ nests. These large black spiders were notoriously dangerous to the amateur. He was not arachnophobic, was skilled in their behaviours, and had great respect for their threat. The adult males defend themselves vigorously when confronted and are the most venomous of the family. They are black in body with a shiny head and slightly slimmer than the female, the fangs of both, the female and male, are more than capable of piercing the skin, they hold on with great tenacity, are difficult to displace and their bite is painful and deadly; but it was the deadlier male spider he wanted to trap. Don knew through study the early symptoms of a strike would be burning pain, followed by the twitching of muscles, vomiting, tingling around the mouth and tongue, sweating, and shortness of breath; after these conditions would come confusion, pulmonary oedema, and eventually death from hypotension or pressure on the brain, or a heart attack, or all three. Death can be between fifteen minutes to three days depending on the amount of venom injected and the size of the person. The toxin in the spider is called ‘atraxotoxin’ and is highly venomous to primates. When they bite they strike repeatedly and can deliver a full dose of venom each time; in this era of time there was no known antivenin. This was perfect for Don’s purpose.
Early in the week after a day’s work, Don went hunting for the male, anything five centimetres or over was his choice of collection. The usual ritual of a small amount of petrol poured down the hole, and staying out of sight until the movement of legs and a head appeared, was accompanied with a quick dig of the shovel just a few inches behind the spider to block its escape back into the tunnel. The method was easy and effective. Once he cornered them they would be confined to a bowl of water to wash off the petrol and then placed in a segregated salt and pepper combination dispenser. This container was used because the division kept them apart; they would fight to the death if put together. Don caught six spiders and placed them in three containers in ready for the fishing trip on the weekend. These spiders would stay alive without food or water and stay cranky for weeks if necessary; the first parts of his wrathful intentions were now complete.
Don’s cleverly contrived wicked plot and incensed scorn was temporarily suspended by unexpected news. Sam’s father passed away the night before the fishing trip due to a malignant tumour in the throat he was diagnosed with twelve months ago. Although he was in a lot of pain and on the decline from the fulminating symptoms, the suddenness of his departure still came as a huge shock to his family and friends. He was a ‘Pom’ from Liverpool and never lost his accent or dry humour to help carry him through difficult periods. A staunch, hard and proud man who stood up for his rights and at times ruffled his feathers too much, appearing to be an intransigent bombastic opposed to interferences from authority, governmental or others. The difference between him and his son Sam was, he would never intentionally harm another human unless in self defence. If he knew the malefic entwinement Sam so heartlessly engaged in he would have had a change of heart and throttled him. Mr Clay’s body was embalmed at a funeral home facility and permission was given to view by any whom so wished. Don would rather remember a dead friend as they looked when they were living and refused to voluntary sight a corpse.
The vigil held the night before the burial was sombre to say the least but it once again gave Don the opportunity to cement his honesty and reliability in trust to the people he wanted to inflict pain on. Sam’s sisters attended, they were all living away from home now, married and all appreciative of Don’s support; as was Mrs Clay. Sterge did not attend the devotional ritual, or the funeral, even though he, like Fran, was still living at home in the neighbouring houses. Mr Clay would not have wanted him there anyway because he never liked Sterge, he thought of him to be a bad influence on his family as a whole and forbid Sam and his girls seeking recreational diversions with him, in their youth and beyond, but due to the proximity of their conterminous living circumstances it was impossible for him to uphold a ban of any bearing. The funeral was bigger than one would have expected. His old friends from the days of the war attended, but like all funerals the service was tediously protracted. Religion had no meaning to Don, his mind wandered aimlessly and during bereavement in the church service he took time to reflect on his quondam actions with inner dialogue; ‘My manifesting megalomania has catalysed internal dominance and exerted unmitigated, absolute and complete control over my aspirations. But what turned me into such a thoughtless sadistic killer, a mentally deranged human? The change in my psychological composition didn’t come from any dysfunctional adolescence; not at home anyway. In fact social anomies were not at all proliferative. I didn’t suffer from sexual abuse, overbearing parents, outlandish use of illicit drugs or various related problems, and never raped or delved into fetishes or paedophilia. I don’t think I suffered from an Oedipus complex or other source of disorders. Not like now. Actually my parental guidance was respectable, solid, loveable and attentive. I guess in the company of most of my companions it was evident I found social acceptance difficult to attain, and growing in the physical isolation of my bushland surroundings could take blame for the effects, and I was made to feel inadequate amongst my most trusted friends because in youth I did not fit into their cruel world, but that’s not enough to explain or create a highway in the infliction of trauma and abuse to myself or others. Nevertheless, those pricks did commit a most atrocious crime against someone I cared for and they deserve the wrath of perdition as far as I’m concerned.’
Don’s reflection answered nothing. He was embroiled in internal conflict, and still justly advocated strongly the need to continue his work. There were no holy rituals attached to his ending the life of another, instead he displayed a deep pathological urge to succeed, probably with delusions of grandeur which may have attributed to an efficient mental defence mechanism; that being poetic justice for the murder, rape and torture of Kolora. On further consideration of his sanity, when he committed a heinous crime he did not mutilate or degrade his prey and he certainly did not abscond with tokens of his slaughter like eyes. He was actually convinced he was morally superior to those dreadful ‘four’ condemnable individuals, because in his mind revenge was a truthful and tangible retribution. Just being in church, looking and thinking how frail and delicate humanity can be made him wonder why others seek absolution for their sins when the permanence of death has no proven nirvana. If he believed the dead were going to a better place he would never kill those deserving of it; he was happy with his decisions to date.



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