Friday 26 February 2016

Fictitious Facts I "Cultivation of a Murderer". CH 12 continued


Fictitious Facts I "Cultivation of a Murderer" continued:
CH 12 
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Chapter 12
Delinquency

Sterge was nearly fifteen and nothing at all changed, he was always in trouble; in and out of school hours. The teachers and hierarchy within the educational establishment wanted him gone, together with such grandiloquent jibe in decree they gave him no alternative but to leave. When he was told of their wishes it was obvious by Sterge’s scurrilous cachinnation and impious tone he could not wait to go. In their wisdom the bureaucrats governing the system said;
       “We can’t educate you anymore. It would be better for you to prepare for the complexities of life by finding employment.” They were unperturbed he had no job to go to and no leads to follow, or the problems he would encounter due to his likeness to ‘Quasimodo’. Just one look at him had the ability to turn the humanitarian into a benevolent dissenter and resist offering eleemosynary relief. Besides it was difficult for anyone to get a job within the immediate area because of the lack of industry and the remoteness of his home. But they insisted he would be in a more fortunate and prosperous situation by staying clear of them and the education system; they wanted rid of him.
Sterge had plenty of spare time at home. To fill in the day he scavenged old timber and tin and built himself a shed of sorts. It had a distorted roof with three gnarled walls and an abundance of deformed shelves made out of anything he could lay his hands on; wooden crates, logs, timber cut-offs and other surplus material. The purpose was to house an array of plants. He acquired an interest in flora of all sorts, and spent most of his day in that shed procrastinating and amusing his-self while frittering away the time. The effects of spending lengthy periods alone attending to his myriad of greenery was a direct causative contribution to his exacerbating sociopathic personality. The plants he grew were not all legitimate; he did dabble in marijuana and was very secretive and egocentric regarding the arcanum of acquiring revenue.
An old chair and small table positioned in the corner of the shed was used for potting amongst other things. The shelves carried a variety of fertilizers and insecticides and a few personal possessions such as lighters, candles, books and tools. He even kept special toothpaste handy to rub in his gums when pain persisted; maybe the marijuana also helped ease acute discomfort. In the corner a hoard of fireworks was wrapped securely in plastic to keep dry, they were easy to obtain and afforded from the sale of ‘weed’. Mostly he detonated them for his own amusement in recreation, but sometimes his over productive imagination and odd fetishes dominated a taste for bizarre activities and they became a matter of barbarous fascination. Don and the others used fireworks to blow up bull ant nests and in general use them for stupid unsafe measures like throwing at each other, but Sterge was different he targeted animals and hurt them from wanton cruelty.
Recurrent attempts were successful in catching magpies by way of a wooden crate balanced on one end with the other end up in the air and held in place with a stick; the stick had connected to its base a long cord which he controlled from afar. The idea was to put bread crumbs under the crate and when the bird entered he would pull the cord to dislodge the stick and the crate dropped trapping the bird. Sterge held all animals captive for only as long as he aspired to their extinction, and before their death he took great pleasure in senseless torture. Diverse methods were applied, such as; putting a cat in the inverted crate with the bird, or throwing firecrackers around the crate to scare them, or using a knife to cut off one wing and let it flap helplessly around the yard. When he got bored with such spite he secured a healthy bird by tying string around its wings to keep it secure and taped a tuppeny ‘bunger’ to its chest, then undid the string, lit the fuse and let it fly away. The ‘bunger’ would explode mid air and eviscerate the bird. Don thought it was one of the sadist exhibitions of cruelty he ever witnessed. Sam and Weepy laughed as if it was a big joke, but inwardly Don shed tears of sadness and rage, he had no alternative but to hold back visible tears and opinion because he did not want to show his weakness or encourage physical annihilation; mainly from Sterge. Another time he put a firework under a dog’s collar and watched it run around in circles in a funk while trying desperately to snap at the sizzling powdery trace of burning fuse. Animal abuse was in accordance with conventional intelligence for Sterge, the others hardened to the cruelty because of the magnitude of its occurrence. He was always throwing firecrackers at animals and took great delight in catching the chickens for dinner, placing them on the ‘chopping block’, and testing his skill with an axe by half lopping their heads from their body and letting them run around the yard with their neck dangling until lifeless; Sterge, Weepy and Sam would bet on the duration of its suffering. Don was enraged with all his merciless acts but once again powerless because of Sterge’s intimidating nature. While the others regularly attached themselves to his inhuman treatment of animals Don was too petrified to animadvert openly because he wanted to remain friends.
Over time Don witnessed many spiteful, vindictive and callous treatments of animals, and was shocked by Sterge’s vitriolic diatribes and physical abuse to those who disagreed with his activities. He would rant and rave over any denunciation to his actions and was too uncontrollable for his mother, or anyone else who tried to assert a positive influence. Look wrongly at him or disagree and he would inflict harm, it did not take long to learn he was best left to his own company. Don especially had to be extra careful around him because his thoughts of Don could be likened to foibles such as; a spoilt, rich, timid, brat who displayed no backbone. Sterge took every opportunity to cajole his followers to his side and turn Sam and weepy against him. A constant barrage of crude, crushing remarks and domineering tactics were forthcoming at every instant due to his erratic and vehement resentments. Don, even others considered themselves fortunate when just being submitted to verbal aggression because he usually ruled by brute force. His derelictions was not just contained to animals and acquaintances, he was mean to his family and was said to have been involved in his younger brother’s death.
Rod died in the early sixties of an accidental drug overdose at age eight. Somewhere or somehow he obtained a handful of unspecified illicit drugs and took them without consent or knowledge of their terminal effects. People suspected the drugs were stashed by Sterge in his garden shed for his own use but no-one knew for sure. Rod could have got them from the people Sterge dealt with in the marijuana trade, but the truth was never clear. Don heard Sam and Weepy speaking together in confidence about their theories and Sam even confessed to police his assumptions. He hinted the drugs could have been from Fran’s older brother because they knew he smoked marijuana. The police undertook extensive questioning, especially with Sterge, but failed to find incriminating evidence against any of the suspects. Even if there was suspicion surrounding Sterge’s involvement they probably thought the damage done was enough punishment for the family as a whole. While the police were carrying out their investigations, Sterge made comment to their relentless harassment and mistreatment and it resulted in him harbouring an even stronger intense dislike for them or any other authority. In the months following, his mother, Mrs Rob turned into a sickly, cadaverous women. The loss of her youngest anguished her deeply and the sustainable nurturing of her other three children dwindled to levels of nonchalant disregard. Her parental skills were never militant, far from it, but now she lacked integrity, had no gumption and even less motivation to steer her children on the straight and narrow.
With so much freedom and even less parental control than before, sex, alcohol, cigarettes and bad behaviour was an accepted part of their formative years, and they developed as an avocation many abominable and scandalous misdeeds. On a regular basis such one intentional wrongdoing was when Weepy, Sam and Don stalked the corner shop after dark in wait for the owner to close. They knew he went on his usual once-a-week trip into town to treat himself to a good feed and a night of properly deserved relaxation. The plan was to break and enter undetected and take a few cigarettes, matches if required, and sweets. They never took money, did not steal more than their needs, and never pilfered enough supplies to attract suspicion. If anything was moved or accidently bumped it was always put back where it belonged; partly why they were never caught. They grew criminally proficient in furtive thievery and would be congratulated by any malefactor because the owner was never aware, or at least never admitted or acknowledged any wrongful conduct or error referring to his losses. They took great care in the realization fingerprints could be lifted from the crime scene if ever there was suspicion or investigation, so precautions were taken. There was always one timber framed window ajar, and being young and easily influenced by television and film they wore socks on their hands to prevent part biometric identification if ever the place was forensically examined; therefore providing hope if suspected. Weepy was always the first to be hoisted through the window, then Sam helped Don get in by giving him a leg up. Sam rarely went inside he was usually trusted with the important duty of being the person employed as sentinel in case of unanticipated disturbances.
While they were inside rummaging around, Sam in his restricted wisdom decided to go for a ‘crap’ on the ‘thunder box’ which was situated towards the back of the yard. They were unaware of his call to nature as they moved stealthily about their looting. Through the window they saw the reflection of car lights from afar travelling the straight highway towards them. At that time of night cars were few and far in-between, although it was always expected a few would appear, so they were accustomed but cautious to passing traffic and usually not overly troubled; but this was different. As the lights got closer a sixth sense hinted danger, they looked at each other in discombobulated belief, the car was nearing and veering towards the shop, the headlights beamed through the large front windows lighting up the inside and come to a halt. The owner was back early from his jaunt. Don’s first thought was: ‘SHIT! What happened to Sam? Why didn’t he warn us?’ Weepy whispered with trembling panic in his voice;
       “Fuck, let’s get out of ‘ere, it’s the owner.” He did not have to tell Don twice. It was a race and a battle for floor space to be the first to dive out the window, and both achieved the task with great alacrity. They hit the ground running and scampered to the safety of the scrub, but in their haste to escape neither one closed the window. Weepy took it upon himself to make a dash back before the owner unlocked the front door, he got there in the ‘nick of time’ and gently pulled down the framed glass shut before returning to the safety of cover.
       “Shit! That was a close call,” he said perspiring profusely.
With pounding hearts they crouched behind a large stump, mystified by Sam’s absence. The wonder of his location was worrying, yet more importantly they could not understand why he did not do his part and raise the alarm. They stayed hidden and out of sight in an uneasy silence, remaining vigilant with eyes fixed on the back of the shop together with frequent systematic scanning of the paddock in search for Sam. The owner switched on the back porch light. Don and Weepy ducked to conceal their shadows and peeked around the stump and through the stalks of grass. The light must have been an unexpected intrusion for Sam because it flushed him out of hiding with warning and fright, in doing so he broadcast his position to Don who was first to spot him; Don nudged Weepy to indicate Sam’s precarious locality. Luckily the back door did not open and the owner stayed inside, but Sam was not to know, so with the elasticity of a rabbit’s spring he jumped out of the ‘dunny’ with his pants down around his thighs, inelegantly and frantically trying to pull them up for better mobility while scurrying like a field mouse across the open paddock into the refuge of the bush. It was impossible to contain their cackle. Fear of endangering the risk of divulging their hideaway saw them leave without delay; they made a desperate sprint for home. Sam caught view of their passing and quickly followed in full flight. The propinquity of their legs in the race for safety created chaotic stumble and roaring sounds of amusement, even they were unsure as to how the owner did not hear them.
On return to the protection of the bush and closer to home they stopped for a breather and sighed relief while heckling simultaneous nervous words of mockery to each other’s darting flight. As a realization of how lucky they were not to get caught became clear, it was evident, except for experience, the only other thing they obtained from their daring break-in was one useable piece of merchandise; a lousy box of matches. There was an unwanted bonus for Sam, noticeable it was the beginning of his collection of grey hair. They took comfort in seating near the glow of their much frequented setting around a campfire and related to each other their desire to not gain illegal entry again. They agreed the narrow escape was bloodcurdling and one heart attack was enough, but this deliberation was brief in continuance because as the interval of time passed, each gasconaded his vulnerability to the titillation and excitement of avoiding capture; ultimately transferring dread into exhilaration and giving them delusive courage causing later branching out into other filching adventures. The more they looted the easier and less worrisome it became. So far, none were ever taken captive or questioned for their misdemeanours.
Overall the night ended well for Don for two reasons; the first was because of their tribulations the bond between them was reinforced with a bit more mateship. The second was; Fran joined the group around the fire and in servile tones expressed her immediate sexual desire with anyone who wished to partake in the union. In the back of the Robs’ paddock next to her place was an old plywood caravan, it was well weathered, about twelve feet long and rested on bricks stacked under its hubs with the wheels removed. It had stumps under each corner for stabilization. Years ago it was the Sturt’s accommodation whilst they built their house and was later used as a play pen for the kids. When it outlived its usefulness they sold it to the Rob’s fully outfitted with worthless fixtures like a set of iron bunk beds and a few torn blankets, but this was more than enough to saviour the forbidden delights of Fran’s generosity. Sam and Weepy stayed by the fire while Don and Fran went into the caravan. She was craving for a quick fix; sex was like a drug to her. She was not concerned about how her partner attained satisfaction as long as he exerted a level of fineness for her own delectation. She positioned herself on her back on the bottom bunk, without underclothes, and with legs spread open in waiting. Don removed his trousers and instantly she grabbed his dick, jerking it a few times to ensure its readiness. He did not need extra stimulation because he had been hard for a while thinking about it, the opposite transpired, he was finding it difficult to subdue his nascent surge of semen. While endeavouring to accomplish the simple tactical manoeuvre of getting on top of her he hit his head on the top bunk and rubbed it briskly to ease the hurt. She was not going to let anything interfere with her exigent desideratum for sex, she pulled him towards her and guided his dick in the juicy opening, then she held her hands over each cheek of his bum while wriggling her hips up, down, and around, suspiring pleasurable moans and sending vaginal palpitations surging through his penis; Don lasted for about thirty seconds before climaxing. It felt like a bucket of crows flying out of his dick and giving a stinging sensation but with a peculiar blissful contentment. Fran pushed him off her onto the floor in disappointment and used a rag to clean herself out.
       “You finished quick,” she complained. Don had a jubilant grin. He was happy with his performance and replied;
       “Yeah.”
Fran’s traits could be judged as below standard expectations in the possession of ethics, decency and principles, but one good thing about her was, she was not persnickety. Although Don’s short encounter did not even get close to satisfying her needs it did not matter because, on this occasion Weepy and Sam were still full of energized tension from their bungled aspiration to pillage, and were promised favourable attention from Fran after she finished with Don. Prior, when Don and Fran departed to the caravan for their forbidden interlude the other two expressed their eagerness to take turns and told Don to ‘hurry up’. Hurry up he did, even if not intentional, nevertheless he was very happy she allocated him preferential treatment by letting him go first, and hereafter succeeded in spending many great times together; each meeting enhanced his sexual proficiency.

Saturday 20 February 2016

CH 11 Fictitious Facts "Cultivation of a Murderer" continued.

Continued Chapter 11
More Mischief
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A few weekends later at the end of a balmy Saturday, just before the sun set completely, Don and Sam pooled their available wealth from the remnants of the pittance received from pocket money and rode their bikes to the corner shop for merchandise of an improper sort. They asked the serving owner;
       “Can we ‘ave a pack of ‘ten’ please.”
       “What sort?” queried the shopkeeper. He knew what Sam’s father smoked and always made inquiry by showing some effort to try and determine with certainty whom the cigarettes were really for, but he was only covering his ‘butt’; in reality he knew they were not for Sam’s father.
       “Capstain,” said Don speaking out of turn.
       “Yea Capstain for dad please,” echoed Sam. Both always gave a rehearsed answer with deceitful sincerity to validate their conviction of choice. The shop owner knew them well and never really challenged the accuracy of their motives, he just needed to satisfy the rules of asking who the purchase was for in case of parental query; in looking back whatever the actual truth he could not care less as long as he received his two shillings. On many occasions due to inadequate finances they would buy just a single cigarette and share it; he still did not ask questions. Back at Sam’s they went to a common meeting place in the bush, camped well out of sight, and satisfied their physical well-being by perching themselves comfortably on a fungi strewn log situated beside the track midway between their houses. Don lit a small smoulder with the abundant tinder while Sam stoked it with dry sticks and fallen branch bits to ignite a flame capable of giving out warmth and light. They lit a ‘smoke’ and talked about past adventures and tomorrows possibilities. The main topic of conversation was about sex or leaving school and how much fun they were going to have in the future when they could go to work, buy a car and go to pubs legally.
Feeling jolly, jovial and full of good humour, their mirthful laugh robbed the dark night of its silence, until without warning the fun was interrupted by footsteps snapping twigs, and faint rustling sounds grabbed their utmost attention. Spooky noises immediately impeded the flow of conversation. Sam whispered;
       “Quick!” He threw his cigarette into the fire and with facial gesture implied Don do the same. “It might be dad, throw it away hurry,” he muttered and stoked the fire to hide the burning cigarette. To Don’s way of thinking this was a dire emergency so he followed suit, just not according to plan, he went one better. In an urgent attempt to conceal the cigarettes and in thought of what could be serious repercussions if caught smoking he threw his ‘ciggy’ together with the whole packet into the fire. Sam gave Don a look of scowl and bewilderment and had no choice but to stir the fire more to cover the evidence of a burning packet. They sat poised in quiet, watching the flames flicker as if nothing happened, and listened as the footsteps got closer. Still no glimpse of identity, then a few yards away out of the blackness a figure emerged and said in a calm voice;
       “It’s only me. What are yas doing?” It was Weepy. Sam responded;
       “It’s only you. Ya fuck’n idiot, ya scared the shit out’f us. We thought ya were dad.” Weepy chuckled and offered them a drink from the two bottles of beer he brought along.
       “Great,” they replied while he used his opener to flip the lids and pass them on. Sam was still baffled as to Don’s reaction in discarding the cigarettes, he asked;
       “Why did you throw the ‘pack’ in the fire?” He looked at Weepy and said; “D’ya know this fuckin’ dumbshit just threw a whole packet of ciggys into the fire.”
       “I did ‘cause you did; I didn’t won’t to get caught with them,” Don said in hopeful exoneration of his actions. Weepy piped up;
       “Ohh don’t worry about it.” Sam was upset and still ranting. He did not see the funny side of events and his further criticism cut deep into Don’s feelings because it was said with such malice and a closed fist;
       “Yea, but I didn’t throw the bloody whole packet in, (pointing to Don) you did. You Fuckin’ idiot.”
       “Don’t worry I said,” repeated Weepy. “I told Fran to meet me here. She’ll be here soon; she’s always got ‘fags’.” This was the first time one of his friends, excluding Sterge, was fiercely abusive to him. Don’s amiable propensity towards mateship seemed far from amicable and this episode shed light on a revelation; even at this early stage of his life he could never fit into their group.
There was an abrupt transformation to Don’s disposition, mainly because of Sam’s scathing attack, but also from the mention of Fran’s name. The concept of her joining them and maybe wanting sex again caused a panic-stricken release of verbal energy;
       “Why is she coming? Girls are a pain. Tell her to stay home.”
       “Why? What’s your problem? At least we can get a smoke,” said Sam still not able to suppress his contemptuous accent. Don’s anxiety became blurred with an eagerness to repeat the situation of his near celebration regarding a full sexual encounter. After five minutes of self-bedevilment Fran arrives and says;
       “Ya can hear yus from my place.”
       “Got any smokes?” blurts Sam.
       “Yea, hang on; I just fuckin’ got ‘ere. Here ya are,” she said, throwing the packet in his lap. Sam took one and threw them back. She sat on the log and did not give Don a second glance. It was as if nothing happened between them those few weeks back. He was still captivated by insular nostalgia and felt he should at least be rewarded with some form of recognition. She reached back into her dress pocket and once more pulled out the packet and held them at arm’s length to Don in gesture of his acceptance. He spoke in appreciation but moreso to gain attention;
       “Yea, I’ll ‘ave one.” She turned and offered Weepy one and took one herself. All were alight and puffing happily away. As the frivolity continued Don became to realise the folly on the day they shared those weeks ago was, for her, simply an ephemeral infatuation, he was a nonentity of no great relevance to her, so without logical alternatives he mellowed into the group and tried to reignite his standing by joining in the fun of the moment.
Once again the darkness misted unwelcome guests as the crackling of twigs reverberated through the aura of Don’s debarment; they never had so many uninvited interruptions. Everyone reacted instinctually and hid their cigarettes and bottles, Fran hid the articles behind her back, two tossed them close by, and again Don panicked and flung his ciggy into the fire. The visitor this time was Weepy’s sister; Sally.
       “What are ya doing here?” Weepy asked with spiteful grimace and grumble at the risk of her annoying him. When everyone realised proper it was Sally, all but Sam and Weepy showed amusement towards Don’s actions of once again throwing his cigarette into the fire. The rest went about finding theirs for another puff. Weepy said to Don;
       “Sam’s right. You’re a pomme dickhead aren’t ya?” Don ignored his tirade.
       “Told you,” said Sam. Weepy shook his head in disgust before turning the debate back to Sally. He hated his sister hanging out with him because she spoilt his fun and bribed him by threatening to tell his mum about his monkey business. If she did not get her own way she invented lies to stir trouble. Also he knew she had a crush on Sam and found their consorting to be bothersome towards his friendship with him.
       “What ya want?” Weepy snapped in need of answer to his prior question, which he repeated; “Why ya here?”
       “I don’t have to tell you,” she said with confrontational smugness; “I was walking over to see Doris. Anyway, I don’t see why you do this stupid meet on the track; it’s dumb and a waste of time. Everyone knows your here.” The real truth for her intrusion was, Weepy was not at home and she knew they were congregating. Her plans to join in the fun were only to see Sam.
       “Go’n, keep going then,” instructed Weepy. “You can see Doris isn’t here.”
       “No! Why should I? I’ll go when I’m ready.” She stepped back a pace when Weepy took a step towards her, and hesitated before threatening him;
       “If you hit me I’ll tell mum about your drinking and smoking. Where’d you get them anyway?”
       “None of ya fuckin’ business; you’re a prick. Go home,” he commanded. She turned and sat next to Sam in defiance of his direct order and added the statement;
       “No. You can’t make me.” Weepy mumbled under his breath and let things ride. It did not take long before she and Sam were arguing; this was not unusual. She proved to have a lot more maturity and expected a lot more affection than he was capable of knowing how to give. Another problem was, when Sally was in their company she tried to control Sam and wanted to be the centre of attention, but she did not fit in with the group because she communicated in an intellectual superior manner, and ignored all but Sam; he was the only one she would couple with, and as Don was told, the only one she ever copulated with. Naturally Sam enjoyed this extracurricular activity when it suited him, but she was very demanding and wanted to be with him most of the time. Ultimately he would not only miss out on having fun with his mates, he knew it made him look pathetic and seen as lacking the ‘balls’ to exclude her from play. They did not stop arguing for ages. Name calling continued until Sally started crying and ran home. Weepy shouted loudly for the benefit of her hearing;
       “Thank fuck she’s gone.”
His ducts were shedding tear drops more than usual due to the smoke from the fire so he sponged his eyes with a hanky and used eye drops to soothe the sting, then his hand wandered to explore Fran’s leg.
       “Get out. Wait till later.” She said, grinning from ear to ear sounding a prurient snigger. Fully resonating through the air was Sam’s mother’s voice;
       “SAAAMMM, SAAAAMMM, DOONNNN; time to come home.” Sam stood up and screamed out in reply;
       “COMMMINNNGGG. Won’t be long.” Don did not want to leave, he was jealous of the fact Weepy and Fran would be alone, but he had no choice in the matter. Both Sam and Don said their farewells, even before they were out of earshot they could hear mischievous giggling.
When they got home Mrs Clay ensured they washed their hands, face and behind their ears with a wet flannel and sent them straight to bed. Due to the lack of space they were required to share one bed, usually a head to foot arrangement allowing for whisper in relation to the day’s events. Sam mellowed in his attitude towards Don for know and presided over the tomfoolery of imaginations regarding the carryings-on between Fran and Weepy. Talk of illicit association between the two aroused Don into a secret state of penile erection, he wanted to be doing what their spoken deliberation suggested Fran and Weepy were doing. Eventually the long day took its toll and tired them into a deep sleep in ready for the next day’s outing.
Sunday brought with it another glorious sunny day. A unanimous decision by Don and Sam, of course with Mrs Clay’s permission, cleared them to go for swim and a picnic at the Falls. This water hole was located within one mile of Sam’s place, adjacent to Wirrageen Primary school. It was called Wirrageen Falls. It inherited its fourteen foot deep and two hundred feet diameter existence from a creek running down a thirty foot waterfall; hence eroding the softer rock below. The water in the creek ran wide and fast in the rainy season and streamed over a flat rocky plateau until it reached the point of flow over the fall. Except in drought, the flow of water was continuous in effort to keep algae and other foreign matter from clogging up the outlet, maintaining an exceptionally clear supply suited for swimming. The water escaped and continued its meandering journey for about eight miles into the salty waters of Skishon which ran into Visarg Bay; the place Don and his family first visited on holiday from the ‘Hostel’. On warm days Don and his friends would pack drinks and sandwiches and spend the day exploring, snake hunting, following the bush turkeys up and down the slopes, and teasing and bothering the girls with scampish banter and laughter. A short climb down the cliff face permitted the use of the many caves for shelter and imp like play, and offered access to the use of the large flat stone surfaces surrounding the basin for lazing and sun-baking. It was a secluded and private place. Because of its solitude, natural beauty and charm, Don visualised it making the perfect site to build a tourist retreat; his young unfledged intellect could assume dewy-eyed dreams with astonishing verisimilitude.
Before their departure, Sam ran across and told Weepy of their plans and asked he convey the message to Fran if he wished, and to meet them there. Mrs Clay packed lunch, mixed jars of cordial to drink and put it all in a hessian sack. She hinted to Sam his sisters may follow later. Don was pleased to hear this but Sam did not share the same enthusiasm and could not get out of the house quick enough. Before they got to the Falls they made a detour to the school to steal a few bottles of soft drinks stockpiled in the storeroom. They did this on many occasions by crawling under the floor and removing a couple of loose planks; it was easy. They could get any school supplies they wanted this way and were careful not to take so much at any one time it would be noticed as missing. Nicked with the drinks were a few bonus items stored from Friday’s P&C ‘tuck-shop’ and ‘jumble sale’; those being lemon cupcakes and toffee apples. They left with full hands, sweaty and ready for a swim.
Because of the extra time taken everyone beat them there, including Sally and Sterge. Normal play such as jumping off rock ledges into the water, chasing and swimming soon turned promiscuous; the boys were touching the girl’s private body parts at every opportunity. Sally would only let Sam touch her inappropriately, or otherwise, and would scream and scold if Don attempted such liberties. Except for Doris, Sam’s sisters would not have any part of sexual shenanigans, and Doris’s raunchy acts would only happen when out of view of her sister’s antics of threatening dobbing to get their own way; she designed every move to attract Weepy’s attention. All those present were aware of the relationship between Sally and Sam, and Weepy and Doris, and they knew Fran was prone to sexual conduct and coarse and licentious behaviours. Fran on the other hand never concerned herself with the feelings of others; her nature was, always look after number one and satisfy one’s own needs. These relationships were accepted within the clan and Doris’s sister’s threats never mounted to anything, each knew if they dare say anything to parents or other adults about any of business, rumoured or otherwise, they themselves would find the wrath of the rest being nothing short of ostracism.
All day Don tried his hardest to win Fran’s attention, yet for some reason Sterge had a cult personality where she was involved and both had their own ideas of play. They cast Don aside, he felt abandoned and alone. The rest were playing as a group in their selected pairing and he had no-one. He wanted Fran but there was no way he could stand up to Sterge; besides Fran was not showing any interest in him. A moment in thought left him clueless as to how or why Fran could let someone of Sterge’s grotesque, odd, ludicrous looks and diabolical behaviour touch her; his own enquiry would perplex him for many years to come. He thought her better than him and a whole lot easier on the eyes. Sterge was distorted and unnatural in shape and size; rude, abnormal, hideous and oppressive. The answer to her putting up with him could lie in any number of pretext on which to judge, such as; she might be too scared of him to reject him, she may feel sorry for him, or she may actually likes him. The last reason begs belief because no one liked Sterge.

The following day Don felt even more exposed to his feelings of rejection and pangs of envy. He never learnt to accept Fran’s choice in partners, and there was to be plenty of them. In hindsight it may have turned out for the better if she completely ignored him because she did share herself around way too much. Nevertheless as time went by things changed, and for many years after, they got together frequently to satisfy their urges and pander sexual impulses. She enticed him to relish sex as a pastime rather than an obsession and it became a natural ingredient in the weekends play. The education he received far surpassed readings learnt by correspondence out of ‘Playboy’ publications.

Tuesday 16 February 2016

Fictitious Facts I: 'Cultivation of a Murderer' continued. CH10

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Chapter 10
Loss of Innocence

As we journey through childhood there are many individual decisions and choices favoured, but immaturity in these early stages render neglect for the realisation of the repercussions of those decisions and choices. We cannot prognosticate the future, or know how our insouciant judgement can bring about circumstances having the ability to shape our lives and personalities forever. And few of us have the psychological intellect at a young age to decipher the impending consequences of our actions; Don was no different, he was certainly in the category where actions were adopted before the brain could process perspectives, and in this case a whole new world was ready to open up with the help of Fran’s characteristic sexual profligacy.
He had no idea what the word ‘virginity’ meant, it was not yet a word in his limited vocabulary, and naturally one has to question whether or not nine years of age is too young to claim the loss of one’s purity. Or is it simply a normal part of growing up? We know a loss of innocence is something almost everyone encounters during a stage of life, but at what age should that stage occur or not occur? The answers can only lie in one’s own personal belief, faith or moral standing. In many countries it is accepted as the norm for the very young to undertake adult sexual roles. In European Judaism females between the ages of three to twelve were completely subject to their father’s authority relating to arranged marriages. In Saudi Arabia girls aged as low as nine years of age are married with the sanction of the legal judiciary, and prostitution has a loathsome recognition for using girls under nine years of age in many countries. All over the world males of a very young age experiment sexually alone and with the opposite sex. So, whatever stance taken, or opinion one may defend, it does not change actuality, in such; life’s opportunities, or the lack of them, can assert prominence on a situation to make it a reality. For Don this was one of those times when a chanced opportunity would change forever the way he contemplated the opposite sex.
It was Saturday lunchtime. Don rode his ‘Malvern Star’ along the ‘Princess Highway’ to Sam’s residence. From the time he got out of bed he was secretly distressed over the plan supposedly about to unfold. His inner wish was in hope Fran would reject the offer to play with them at Fowler’s. When he arrived at Sam’s, as always, Mrs Clay gave him a tall glass of lemonade, a jam sandwich and a piece of sultana cake. It did not matter if you were hungry or not because when you visited Mrs Clay’s house you were expected to eat. Her hospitality was above exception and whatever colour or creed one featured she treated everyone the same. Don learnt a long time ago from previous visits, refusal was futile; it was easier to accept the inevitable, eat it all and say;
       “Thank you Mrs Clay, the food was nice. I’m full now.” With a lot of luck she would let you go without forcing more down your throat.
While Sam and Don where eating and disputing their obligatory overindulgence, Weepy set off from his home and made his way via the track over to Sam’s. On his way he walked the path past Fran’s and shouted out to her;
       “Fran are you home? Are you comin’ out with us?” She walked to the back door and down the two concrete blocks set in step fashion and replied;
       “Ssshhhh! Not so loud. Mum will hear.....Yea, I guess so. Is Don going?” Not knowing the correct reply Weepy answered very cautiously;
       “Yea everyone’s going. Sterge has got grog and cigs and I’m taking a bottle of ‘Pepsi’ for you.” Fran enjoyed her cigarettes and alcohol but treasured her ‘Pepsi’ above all else.
       “Ok, I’ll meet you over there later,” she said. Weepy felt a little hesitation in her voice and asked;
       “How long will you be?”
       “Not long. I’ll come when I’m ready,” she uttered in a harsh and abrupt tone. Weepy had the opinion she was stirred up but had no idea why. He thought: ‘Maybe she’s worried her mother heard me.’ Saying no more he continued on his journey to Sam’s.
On arrival he was received with the same hospitable reception as Don, and required to eat and drink until bloated before he would be permitted to leave. While he was being nourished, Sam and Don went about organising the yabbying gear. This consisted of string, ladies stockings and gamy raw meat; the more putrid the meat the better. The idea to successfully catch a yabby was; get a stick to use as a ‘rod’, any shape, but fairly straight and about four foot long, then tie off on the end of the stick a length of string; usually around nine foot long. The other end of the string would have attached a stocking, and in it the decaying meat; this was thrown in the billabongs. The rank smell attracted the yabbies, when they tried to claw at it they would tangle in the stocking. Once snarled it was easy to pull the line in with them attached. They were untangled and placed in a bucket of water in readiness for the hot salty water in the cook pot at home.
Finally, Weepy finished his feast and everyone was prepared. They set off on their adventure. After crossing the highway they paced across an open paddock until reaching the boundary where the thick bush began. The winding track to Fowler’s started here where it was barely visible to the unaccustomed due to the overgrowth enshrouding its lack of use. A few steps into the cover of the bush and they heard someone near the road shouting frantically;
       “Hang on. Wait for me, wait for me.” They could see Fran running towards them, she was gasping for air, waving with one arm outstretched and holding a bottle of ‘Pepsi’ in the other; she was definitely addicted to the stuff. The closer she got the more her puffing revealed her exhausted and unfit state. When she reached the point of their position she passed without a word of hesitation and took the lead;
       “Quick, com’on; hurry. I told mum I was going up the road to see a friend and I wouldn’t be long.” They followed without delay until such time as they were far enough in the guise of the bush to allow for a slow walk and a chance to regain regular breathing.
After arriving at their chosen spot the first job was to set the yabby lines. Once casting was out of the way they rested and discussed trivialities. It was not long before Sterge arrived; as usual he was sucking on a stem of Paspalum grass and brought with him bagged bottles of grog and cigs. He always had a fresh stem between the teeth because, as he maintained, the moisture and juices from the grass would ease the discomfort of his gums. Fran said;
       “Where’s my ‘Pepsi’.” Acting the cretin he so typically practised, he replied;
       “I tipped it out on the way over, it got heavy.” Fran ignored his never-ending imbecility. They sat on the rocks outside the shack and shared the ‘tallies’ whilst puffing on a packet of ‘Craven A’s’. One could feel the tension in the air from Sterge who thought it his right to rule everybody, and believed he had an unconditional prerogative to have intercourse or any other pleasure with Fran he so desired. Weepy was different to his brother in lots of ways and did not seem perturbed about contesting for sex, probably because he reckoned he was happy with the attention he was receiving from Doris; he did not bother trying for Fran’s interests.
The air was thick with tension causing Fran to speak with urgency;
       “I can’t stay long. I’m supposed to be at my friends. If I get caught I will be in heaps of trouble.” Sterge voiced his authority to be first to claim what he took as a foregone conclusion;
       “Come inside with me then and I’ll do ya.”
       “No!” she said in refusal. “If I’m gunna do it with someone today its gunna be Don. I haven’t got much time so hurry up,” she ordered looking at Don. With a boggled mind he was dumbstruck, astonished and unsure whether or not she took pity on him because he was the youngest, or she felt sorry for him from his school yard mishaps or for his puerile innocence, but whatever her reasons Sterge did not take well to the rejection. His mental state was a bone of contention compared to the sane people they knew, and his temper always suspect and unpredictable. He exclaimed brusquely;
       “Don’t be a dick head, he’s too young. He wouldn’t even know what to do with it. He’s a dumb shit. Come with me.”
       “No!” She reiterated; “No! I said Don only.” Sterge’s face went redder than normal, his gums exploded out in anger and his foul-smelling breath aired stronger with each bellowing word.
       “Why? He’s just a fuck wit. Don’t be a slut. Come with me or else.” Fran retaliated;
       “Or else what?” He turned to Don and roared in a belligerent tone;
       “Go’on fuck off before I thump ya.” Don was scared and backed away, he knew from experience he was no match for Sterge. Sterge went up to Fran’s face, called her a ‘slut’ again and slapped her around the cheek with the palm of his hand. Weepy jumped to her aid and rattled off a mouthful of imaginative profanities and gestured obscenities and told him to go home. It was unusual punches were not exchanged, but it was implied there were four of them and one of him; truth be known he would have won even if they did gang up on him. Any other time anybody spirited enough to order him around would have copped a hiding, but for some unknown reason he took the hint and marched off ranting and raving profusely.
Fran was crying and calling him names as he disappeared into the bushes. Then she blurted to Weepy;
       “Your brothers a fuckin’ idiot. I hate him.”
       “He’s gone now; ‘ere have a drink,” said Sam. He handed her what remained in the bottle of beer. She gulped it down, and without waver turned to Don and said;
       “Do you still want to go inside and play?” In meek reply with nervous splutter, he answered;
       “Nah. Weepy or Sam can go first.”
       “I already told you, I haven’t got time. Now hurry, this is your last chance.” She grabbed his hand, pulled him up off his bum and dragged him towards the shack. He wanted to oppose the offer and run away, but his physical resistance was mild due to the verbal mockery he was receiving from Sam and Weepy;
       “Don’t be a scared-e-cat, go on, go. Scared-e-cat, scared-e-cat, scared-e-cat, Scared-e cat.” They tormented continuously until submission, he could not refuse or he would look like a wuss. There was no option but to surrender to peer pressure. Sam urged;
       “Hurry up. We’ll go and check the yabby lines.” They stood and walked over to the water’s edge in the opposite direction to where Don and Fran were heading. She was still leading Don by the hand quite forcefully, facilitating his repeated stumbling on all the minor obstacles in his path. When they got inside the shack she shouted out loudly to the others;
       “Don’t you’s come in. Stay there until we’re finished.” She could see them through the painless window frame, and glanced often to ensure they were doing as they were told and stayed put while attending their lines.
The excuse for a bed was strewn with rags directly below the window. She stood to one side at the foot of the bed and pulled down her underpants from under her long cotton dress. Don caught a glimpse of a bunch of hair between her legs before she lowered her dress, this immediately reminded him of Sam’s oldest sister in the shower; the thought excited him. She lay on the bed still covered to the knees and said;
       “Com’on, pull your duds off. Are ya scared?” Don was scared. He was embarrassed and abased, but she was full of zest and relished in her own extravagant immunity from humiliation. He deftly undone the top button of his trousers and slowly, one by one, unfastened the buttons of his ‘fly’. He stood on one leg whilst lifting the other out of his trousers and got his foot caught causing a loss of balance and falling to the ground. She laughed aloud hurting his feelings. He knew he was taking a timorous approach and thought: ‘Whatever’s expected of me is hard enough without her teasing.’ The situation was past the point of no return. In a failed attempt to rise to the challenge the added pressure of tears was imminent and did nothing for his confidence, but with a little sympathy and instruction from Fran he managed to hold the waterworks and gather his dignity. After lifting his self from the floor he sat on the edge of the bed and peeled off his trousers.
She lay there with both legs together then tugged her dress up around her waist, spread them and murmured in a coarse timbre of excitement;
       “Come on. Lay on top. Get on, put it in me.” This was the first time Don came face to face with a girl’s vagina. He did not know a great deal about sexual feelings except gratification through self-stimulation and autoeroticism; but this was different. An unknown stirring was churning in his lower abdomen, reaching deeply into his scrotum. He could feel a rising and thoroughly enjoyed the stimulation in its entirety.
       “Hurry up,” she said without feeling, then impatiently grabbed his arm and dragged him on top. Don was tense yet ecstatic; he could feel the warmth of her pubis on his infantile half erect penis.
       “Put it in. Put it in. Com’n,” she repeated. “What are ya waiting for?” He was like a navigator without a compass; lost, not knowing where he was going or what he was doing. His fumbling ordained a response from her as she wriggled to line him up for the conquest. With firm pressure, in it slid, warm and wet, encasing his penis so tightly it felt a little painful and yet highly pleasurable. It was completely different to anything he ever dared before and got into a progressive rocking rhythm for about sixty seconds until he felt other urges about to explode within; his mind became lost in a host of tactual sensations. He never experienced such pleasure and was not sure what was going to happen next, but he knew he wanted to keep going; faster and faster he went, up and down, up and down.
The urge to ejaculate was upon him, suddenly, ‘SPLASSSHHH’, a torrent of water poured gushing through the windowless opening and exploded onto his back. It was freezing. With a great gasp in surprise it took him from moments of complete ecstasy to one of shock and panic. As reflexes prompted him to arch his bum upwards he let out a blood curdling howl, together with Fran’s screaming and the inertia of her rolling him off caused the biscuit tin supporting one corner of the bed to shake loose, collapsing the frame and rolling them onto the floor in a dither barren of words. They were flabbergasted and speechless. Weepy and Sam looked through the frame in hysterics. Their decision to throw a bucket of water through the window was a huge joke and plainly funny to them, but at the time Fran was not impressed, she used vulgarisms Don never heard of before. After drying themselves, still crestfallen because of such an interfering prank, they chased Sam and Weepy around the paddock throwing buckets of water and anything else they could lay their hands on; at times they just threw the bucket. Of course, once the cursing, initial scolding and the whinging was all said and done they did see the humorous side and it became a story to tell for many years.
A relaxing mode of frolic followed for a while before Fran realised her time had expired so she started to walk sprightly in the direction of home. Still not completely happy and indistinct in enunciation, she said;
       “I’ve got to go home now, me mum ’ill be looking for me. I don’t know ‘ow I am going to explain these wet dirty clothes. Ya fuckin’ idiots.” Don watched her walk into the bush and took a moment to process the short affair; ‘Yahoo, my first skinscrape. It wasn’t exactly a bonanza but it was a victory’. It was not the most romantic initiation into a sexual performance of any kind, but Don was as ‘proud as punch’ and reacted as part of the team and all grown-up.
       “Let’s go do a tad more yabbying,” said Sam. “We’ve plenty of time before we ‘ave to be home.” Don was happy to engage in anything, he was still on a high and felt as though he could wrestle a crocodile. They took a leisurely stroll back to the ponds, chatting jovially about the day’s events they discovered two of the three sticks holding the bait had been dragged far into the middle. Sam paddled in knee deep to retrieve them, he knew by the weight there was something on the end. On his wade from the water’s edge he handed the rods to Weepy and Don who slowly pulled in four yabbies. The day yielded positive results considering the small amount of time they spent catching their prey; the sum of four good sized yabbies was sufficient for dinner. Don was still on cloud nine and the catch was a further bonus. It was decided enough was enough; a good day was had by all so they headed for home.
Weaving through the track, sneezing a few times from permeation of the sweet fragrance of the ‘Golden Wattle’, their attention was snapped into arousal. Ahead in the depths of the thick vegetation echoed a menacing scream. They looked at each other, firstly with equivocal responses, then simultaneously all took a full canter forward to investigate the commotion. In nearing the kerfuffle they slowed in fearful expectations of the unexpected. As they turned the bend they could hear and see Fran screaming, shouting explicatives and struggling to rebuff her attacker; she was being accosted by Sterge who hid in waiting for her for what must have been a lengthy period. Weepy grabbed him, pushed him away and did the most shouting to dictate his release of the grip he had around her wrist. Sam and Don were not a lot of help; it was from a safe distance they verbally gave moral support. Sterge was not one to fawn in the face of adversity, but being well aware of his unruly behaviour he had second thoughts about expressing opposition and decided to flee when Weepy threatened to tell on him if he did not go away. He did go, though truth known, Weepy had no one to tell who was capable of castigating Sterge’s behaviour, Sterge knew this and most likely turned tail because of the conscious revilement and foray from Fran.

To this day they never found out what his intentions were but feared the worse if help did not arrive. They were bound to secrecy in regard to telling the adults because Fran was not even supposed to be with them. On the way home they discussed what could have been a perilous outcome from Sterge’s possible actions, yet for unexplained reasons, she expressed her opposition to their conclusions and acted as defence counsel for Sterge as if he was on trial. Why she defended him was a mystery, Don, Sam and Weepy dropped the conversation, went home, boiled the yabbies over an open fire in a cut down gallon oil tin and continued skylarking until bedtime.